даже ваш гнев, таких как рай ..

даже ваш гнев , таких как рай ..

жизнь без тебя.

я не хочу жиэнь без тебя моя ирина .... 

Dark day .. " irina's date with another man "

i am crying again .. i dont know , which time today .. the most dark day of my life ..  she is angry to me again .. she get scared me today .. she said : i will go to a date with another man today .. she know that , this is the most horrible nightmare of me .. she knows , i am jelaous her too much .. and , she is using that , when she angry to me .. i beg to her ..dont do that to me .. i am jelaous her like a little child :/ .. my tears fall down all day ..
how can i explain this fear ? ... hmm .. cold .. too cold .. very cold pain in my heart .. panic .. heardache.. god know , how much i scared today .. my tears .. my red eyes .. i have never scared such before in my life ..
i did not sleep today , because of this panic .. oh , my god .  i cannot share her with another person .. all my pray is that irina said that with anger .   i can never know that irina went to a date with someone today ???? :(( if she really did it .... my wish ftom God , he do tke my soul ftom my body . i dont want take more breath anymore ..  she is so agressive woman .. she can say everything , if she is angry at the moment ..  tome , to my blood , to my ethnic ..  i must to believe that that was a very bad and hard joke .. i can never forget this pain and fear  .. and i can never learn the truth ..  women ..  they cannot understand  how do a man in love feeling ??  God .  There is still very cold pain in my heart ..
irina !! , my love ... you will read this words someday .. i dont know , if you can understand about this heardache .. 

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я умираю за этот прекрасный нос.

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KAAH

Дикие кошка 

                                                             

любовь с первого взгляда ..

я влюбился в тебя .. на первый взгляд ..
                                                                     
                                                                                                                                       Каан .